PHASE 3
carbon
toxicity
4
now
BE,
SWEAR
This is not me
Can you feel it?
Vibrating through the
cavity
in your chest
as I
emphasize every word
with
meaning
and a purpose?
I see you
watching us
trying to be brave
on the pale blue dot
in this perfect world
staring at my face
watching me asking you
SOMETHING GOOD
SOMETHING GOOD
SOMETHING GOOD
SOMETHING GOOD
SOMETHING GOOD
SOMETHING GOOD
SOMETHING GOOD
SOMETHING GOOD
SOMETHING GOOD
SOMETHING GOOD
I'm a statue leaning against a wall
I am the confluence of everywhere and nowhere
My vision is a lottery
While I daydream of being a kid again
There are no leaders
We are all just living with a fever
He is a fraud, no one is listening
Nothing has changed,
It’s not different, just separate
This is an illness
Am I okay? Does it scare you?
I am exploring the abyss of my mind
Only to find myself 3 or 4 times a day
Every time
I am turbulent, I am fire
And it is hard to maintain
The emotional solidarity between
What I want and what i need
Wanting 2 be loved
And needing to disappear completely
The discovery of what i am to be
Puts want and need
At a stalemate
One to be the penultimate choice
In a long list of celestial ideas
I cannot decode
I have already decided
My soul is a mouth
WHAT DOES SOCIETY WANT FROM ME?
WHAT IS SOCIETY WILLING ME TO DO?
I AM NOT BORN.
“i am the monster
where are you going”
satiate
envelop
GROW
come back come back come back
forgive
go away
can you make it rain harder?
this is no place for a party!
disoriented and derailed i want so many things
and then i want nothing at all
misgiving
m i s f o r t u n e
crass
/demure
u are lost
try 2 get out
NOT DIFFERENT.
Just separate. nothing has changed. it is impossible.
carried
forlorn
forgot
this is an illness
fully pure
iconic and over
